yes grandpa... :deek: :bowdown: :usa:

 

OK I re read it and see where I made my error, and I didn't think I was attacking you but since you are the one who decided I was then whatever.

You still could have told him it was over and left the relationship instead of cheating on him so don't try to make yourself look better in this situation.

You went through hell :blah:

 

I'm invited to the wedding, right? h:

 

:werd: with a personal wheelchair that seds, " numero uno grandpa :deek: "

 

yes, ur right, i couldve left the relationship. but i didnt! oops, look at that, i fucked up!

and yes i did go through hell....that is so disrespectful of you to act like i didnt! you dont know what i went through! you dont even know the story. and most of all, you dont know ME! so dont sit there and act like he was the only one w/ a broken heart, b/c he wasnt! since you're so perfect and would never ever cheat or disappoint ur significant other, i guesss you wouldnt understand that.

and the reason that i took it as a personal attack is because you quoted me and disagreed with what i said, without stating before hand that it wasnt an attack on me! THAT was attacking my feelings and beliefs which are based on my experiences!

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Cheating just leaves a bad taste in everyone's mouth. And the trauma it leaves is horrible. I'm not the jealous type, because I love and trust Jackie beyond words. I know deep down she would never EVER do anything to risk what the bond we have.
My ex cheated on me.. she started hanging out with a coworker of mine. And what did I care? I trusted her.. who am I to say she couldn't hang out with this girl? I was blind to the problems we were having.. and blind to the fact neither one of us was happy in the relationship. Long story short .. she cheated. I realised what a huge spineless coward she is.. and slowly went on with my life.
I've been dating Jackie now for nearly a year... a week or so ago, she hung out with an old coworker of hers (straight, mind you) without telling me. I found the directions to this girls place and ignoring the bond and trust we have, freaked out, thinking the worst. When all she did was hang out with this girl.
I acted like a jealous ass. (which I NEVER do) All because of that stupid dyke I used to date and the fear she planted in my brain.

 

except, I'm her grandma :deek:

 

I would say one word....

PEACE

with one of these

:slap:

and

:madfawk:

 

Not saying I am perfect at all, but I have also had enough respect for the person I was involved with to break it off if it wasn't working out and my eye was wandering.

 

and chicken grease h: