Cheating just leaves a bad taste in everyone's mouth. And the trauma it leaves is horrible. I'm not the jealous type, because I love and trust Jackie beyond words. I know deep down she would never EVER do anything to risk what the bond we have.
My ex cheated on me.. she started hanging out with a coworker of mine. And what did I care? I trusted her.. who am I to say she couldn't hang out with this girl? I was blind to the problems we were having.. and blind to the fact neither one of us was happy in the relationship. Long story short .. she cheated. I realised what a huge spineless coward she is.. and slowly went on with my life.
I've been dating Jackie now for nearly a year... a week or so ago, she hung out with an old coworker of hers (straight, mind you) without telling me. I found the directions to this girls place and ignoring the bond and trust we have, freaked out, thinking the worst. When all she did was hang out with this girl.
I acted like a jealous ass. (which I NEVER do) All because of that stupid dyke I used to date and the fear she planted in my brain.