Everybody changes, the only thing i dont like about that is that some people change for the worse

Ive seen too many people in my life change because they were hanging out with different people , and alot of relationships have ended that way :dunno:

 

definately..I hate it when it happens to good people too


Try having a social anxiety disorder...I think its the worst possible thing to have because its like you are a normal person...but then yet you aren't....I have an extreme fear of being judged I feel like everybody is watching me everywhere I go I will break out into cold sweats and my adrenaline will start pumping..its the worst feeling ever because we are humans...we socialize and its hard when your body goes into that "protection" mode where your mind goes blank and you start having all these reactions....it keeps me from going to parties...to the mall..out with friends some of the time...its a horrible thing to have and ive had it since 7th grade...im taking medicine now but it doesnt help its so hard to deal with it makes me just want to end my life....but interestingly alot of people have no clue that I have it because i'm actually a normal person when talking to people im not afraid of people its my body....well I could write a book on how frustrating and exhausting and just unfortunate it is having S.A.D....ive gotta play with the cards im delt