Getting my head blown off while pumping my gas.

 

:werd:

Lonliness is scary, wondering if you'll ever meet that one person you want to spend the rest of your life with.

 

Life in general.

Too many things have happened to me in my lifetime..well from my teens..breaking it down
1) LOVE (never will forget the pain)
2)Knowing your best friend isnt really a best friend
3) my dog of 6 years dying in my arms
4) Cops giving me **** because I live in a big house with gated area..(they thought i was trying to break in a house)
5) getting jumped
6) Feeling of how my kids will grow up.

Basically Im not afraid of death because if it happens, it was ment to happen...I pretty much put my life at risk every weekend racing..so yea..I can say i am a depressed person because of my lost love..but lets not get into that....... sorry for being so long (i know my life is ****ed up)

 

I know that probably the scariest thing is loosing the loves ones.

Right now Im in trouble too over some stupid **** i got myself involved in over a year ago. I already got arrested for it. I dont exactly know what cops know. Why me? This could ruin my life and Im not in the mood for a month already.

 

in the summer I was just chillin w/ my buddies when they decide they wanna go racing on some deserted rode that is difficult to see. i didn't have a car so I was riding with one of my other friends and just out of no where the guy in front of us has a blowout loses control and runs off the road and flips his car several times doin 70.he was driving a dodge stealth and he survived

that was only half of it

he had the blowout before we got to the racing spot.the thought of him having the blowout when he was racing and taking the other driver out with him is scary

i've never been to any street races since

 

one day that stands out and makes u think bout life happened to me last july 4th. We were going down to destin fl for the weekend and came up on an accident scene that happend prolly a minute earlier....so they weren't any cops....still chaos. Anywayz a guy coming down the opposite side of the 4 lane highway lost control of his car and drove into the middle rainditch/culvert and was ejected over 50 feet onto the righthand lane of our side of the highway. The temperature of the highway had to be like 120 degrees and he was lying facedown on it with a huge thick pool of blood coming from his head...his legs and arms were all contorted and very disturbing looking.....i'll never forget that feeling of helplessness as there is nothing I could do to help.....as if that wasn't enuff....a couple of hours later we come up on another accident scene that just happened....this one involved a bigass heavy icecream truck that just plowed into a stand of trees......the front cabin was totally smashed in with tree limbs poking in......felt like we were the grim reaper of death coming down the road that day

 

so Snoops, what did you steal taht you had heli's after *** ass? me death im nto afraid of because i mean you know it's gonna come sooner or later when it's your time and i just don;t think about that andlive me life so therefore i dont worry bout death. one scary monent for me was when my friend was speeding when there was snow out and basically lightly hit the side of his car along the icey guard rail and we ended up spinning like 4-5 times at 40mph ended up perfectly fine thank god. was scary because neither of us(including my friend) had no control of the car whatsoever.
another scary monent was going into the abandoned SeaView Hospital near me. scary as fawk i never heard such creepy ass shit. especially when its late at night, my friends wanted to ditch someone in there but i said fawk no cause the feeling of being alone in there would not be peachy.

 

here's some pics of Seaview here. http://www.darkpassage.com/hopscotch...ds/seaview.htm

not a very happy place at night. i have yet to see along with everyone i know to see or meet someone who has gone down to the basement where the Morgue is.

 

My scariest was when me and my mom didnt hear from my brother who was in northern cali visiting family over the weekend so we started to call around and finally got ahold of the CHP who said he was life flighted to Reno,NV he had lost his leg and most of his arm in a motorcycle chase with the CHP the night before and was maybe not going to make it so i got in the car with my mom and drove all night to reno because she was to worried to fly
got there he wasnt talking or atleast making sense so the that night my other brother flew in for colorado and when decided to tell my brother what happen to him in the crash when they where getting ready to go into surgery that he lost his leg and they where going to try to save his arm he started crying so bad all he could say was what happen, what happen and they wheeled him in to the elevator.

Now its been six months since then and we found that the CHP officer might have hit him and caused the crash

anyways late rich

 

55 Freeway EB in O.C. I was in the number 2 lane and someone in the number 3 lane lost control in a ford escort and clipped the car in front of me and another car in the number 1 lane. The sound of the impacts was loud and another 2-4 cars rearended what was left of these 3 cars that where in the center median. It happend so fast and yet my car was never involved, all this happend at 65-75MPH when I looked behind me all I could see and hear was screaching tires from the other cars trying to avoid this mess.