Life in general.

Too many things have happened to me in my lifetime..well from my teens..breaking it down
1) LOVE (never will forget the pain)
2)Knowing your best friend isnt really a best friend
3) my dog of 6 years dying in my arms
4) Cops giving me **** because I live in a big house with gated area..(they thought i was trying to break in a house)
5) getting jumped
6) Feeling of how my kids will grow up.

Basically Im not afraid of death because if it happens, it was ment to happen...I pretty much put my life at risk every weekend racing..so yea..I can say i am a depressed person because of my lost love..but lets not get into that....... sorry for being so long (i know my life is ****ed up)