confession time.
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Originally posted by StuckWithSOHC
1. I cheated on my ex who i had plans to marry within the next 2 years, i ended up getting pregnant and my daughters father is a bastard who refuses to acknowledge he has parental responsibilities launching me into an OBSEEN amount of debt im paying off slowly.
2. I have an extremely low self esteem level because of past problems with my family, it landed me in the hospital a year ago after i attempted suicide and have since then been seeing a phsychologist (but im better now:thumbup: )
3.i have a tendancy to put myself in situations where id rather put a bullet through my head than be honest and then my temper flares up.
1. I cheated on my ex who i had plans to marry within the next 2 years, i ended up getting pregnant and my daughters father is a bastard who refuses to acknowledge he has parental responsibilities launching me into an OBSEEN amount of debt im paying off slowly.
2. I have an extremely low self esteem level because of past problems with my family, it landed me in the hospital a year ago after i attempted suicide and have since then been seeing a phsychologist (but im better now:thumbup: )
3.i have a tendancy to put myself in situations where id rather put a bullet through my head than be honest and then my temper flares up.
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Originally posted by White[Pony]
We all knew that
How the....?
I don't doubt it
We all knew that
How the....?
I don't doubt it
Let just say warez, hence my AIM UPS (United Pirating Service)and illegal pics.:rick: I don't do it anymore though.
I think my total collection has surpassed the half million mark.
sexygreencivic
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Originally posted by tony
boobs don't matter that much
gotta work on the anger management. my friend has that problem. but i don't think he's gonna get to it anytime soon.
boobs don't matter that much
gotta work on the anger management. my friend has that problem. but i don't think he's gonna get to it anytime soon.
I'll get deep here too
(1) I had low self esteem almost my whole life because i was molested when i was 4 years old by the babysitters son (he was 15). I blamed myself for a very long time for his problem, partly because my mother was extremely abusive towards me, and put me down a lot, and partly because she was never there, and worked so much I felt alone in the world.
(2) I had a boyfriend from when i was 13, to almost 15, he was 6 years older than I. He was murdered April 15, 1999 and I blamed myself because the murder was drug related. I sank into severe depression for 3 years trying to figure out what i did wrong. I thought if i had only did something sooner about his drug problem, maybe he would still be alive today. Took me a total of 4 years to come to reality that he is really and truelly gone, and ITS NOT MY FAULT.
(3) I was picked on very bad in school because my mother and I was poor. I never wore name brand clothing, never had spending money, never had anything. I remember being spit on by a girl who said I looked homeless (I was 11 years old), I was beat up a lot in middle school because i was "different" or basically i had no money to buy nice things. The first nice thing i bought was my civic, and wether or not it is a common car, to me it is a nice vehicle. I was called many names from elementary to my sophmore year in high school, when i finally developed self esteem. Now I am just thick skinned, and yes I have an anger problem i am getting help for. I go to anger management classes, and I really like them.
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Originally posted by sexygreencivic
I'll get deep here too
(1) I had low self esteem almost my whole life because i was molested when i was 4 years old by the babysitters son (he was 15). I blamed myself for a very long time for his problem, partly because my mother was extremely abusive towards me, and put me down a lot, and partly because she was never there, and worked so much I felt alone in the world.
(2) I had a boyfriend from when i was 13, to almost 15, he was 6 years older than I. He was murdered April 15, 1999 and I blamed myself because the murder was drug related. I sank into severe depression for 3 years trying to figure out what i did wrong. I thought if i had only did something sooner about his drug problem, maybe he would still be alive today. Took me a total of 4 years to come to reality that he is really and truelly gone, and ITS NOT MY FAULT.
(3) I was picked on very bad in school because my mother and I was poor. I never wore name brand clothing, never had spending money, never had anything. I remember being spit on by a girl who said I looked homeless (I was 11 years old), I was beat up a lot in middle school because i was "different" or basically i had no money to buy nice things. The first nice thing i bought was my civic, and wether or not it is a common car, to me it is a nice vehicle. I was called many names from elementary to my sophmore year in high school, when i finally developed self esteem. Now I am just thick skinned, and yes I have an anger problem i am getting help for. I go to anger management classes, and I really like them.
I'll get deep here too
(1) I had low self esteem almost my whole life because i was molested when i was 4 years old by the babysitters son (he was 15). I blamed myself for a very long time for his problem, partly because my mother was extremely abusive towards me, and put me down a lot, and partly because she was never there, and worked so much I felt alone in the world.
(2) I had a boyfriend from when i was 13, to almost 15, he was 6 years older than I. He was murdered April 15, 1999 and I blamed myself because the murder was drug related. I sank into severe depression for 3 years trying to figure out what i did wrong. I thought if i had only did something sooner about his drug problem, maybe he would still be alive today. Took me a total of 4 years to come to reality that he is really and truelly gone, and ITS NOT MY FAULT.
(3) I was picked on very bad in school because my mother and I was poor. I never wore name brand clothing, never had spending money, never had anything. I remember being spit on by a girl who said I looked homeless (I was 11 years old), I was beat up a lot in middle school because i was "different" or basically i had no money to buy nice things. The first nice thing i bought was my civic, and wether or not it is a common car, to me it is a nice vehicle. I was called many names from elementary to my sophmore year in high school, when i finally developed self esteem. Now I am just thick skinned, and yes I have an anger problem i am getting help for. I go to anger management classes, and I really like them.
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RIP Woong.
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From: san jose, ca
Originally posted by Epoch
Because sometimes the best therapy one can get is a catharsis of feelings through open and unjudgemental communication.
Also, being able to talk like that about things of that weight mean that you've begun to understand their circumstances, and deal with them better than you have before in your earlier life.
Also, the internet is a strange place. Sometimes people begin to treat the internet like an open journal, due to it's text nature, and thus feel more open to communicate with strangers things they may never have told some of their closest friends.
Because sometimes the best therapy one can get is a catharsis of feelings through open and unjudgemental communication.
Also, being able to talk like that about things of that weight mean that you've begun to understand their circumstances, and deal with them better than you have before in your earlier life.
Also, the internet is a strange place. Sometimes people begin to treat the internet like an open journal, due to it's text nature, and thus feel more open to communicate with strangers things they may never have told some of their closest friends.
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