cheer up bro! everything happens for a reason, be sure to have a good outlet for yourself though, don't keep everything inside.

 

i've talked to my gf and my bestfriend, so i'm cool until I find out about my future career or lack thereof.

 

wtf

 

it's cool man, i ain't offing myself.

 

If things are going fairly well then maybe something isn't quite right and there might be more to it.

Sometimes though, I think it's normal to be depressed. If things aren't going well, especially if they haven't been for years, I would think it was weird for someone not to be at least a little depressed :shrug:

I enjoyed that

then it reminded me of how I don't have a girlfriend... and as I'm typing this I'm reminded of my wrist pain... thanks :cry:

 

what's going on? (if you feel like disclosing, obviously)

 

it ain't as bad as you think.

 

everything cool with the building and all that? good things take time bro...

 

Definetly been there, just once though. Im sure you all remember the threads about my girl breaking up with my literally 2 days before my birthday. 2 years just thrown away like it was nothing. I cried for nights, quit my job, basically quit life for a couple of days while I was trying to sort things out. I finally had found the strength to get up and do things, but I didn't want to be around anyone. Someone had convinced me to come over and talk about things one evening, except I never made it there. While on the freeway, I just got hit with a wave of emotion and floored the car as fast as it would go. There is nothing like speeding along at 115 mph straddling the white line, ready to jerk the wheel to end it all.

To this day, I still struggle, definetly not as bad as I did 7 months ago, but I still deal with it in different ways. I spend alot of money, whether its there or not, to keep me happy. I know its only gonna last so long until I get myself into a deeper rut than I am in now, but I at least realize that and am trying to work myself out of this phase.

Alot of people helped me through it, heck.. even some of you did.. but you are all still jerks

I sent my ex a letter the other day, don't know if she will even read it, but it at least made me able to finally have an inner peace with myself.

Keep strong bro.

 

i feel you bro, my GF of 2 years basically wanted to take a break, after i was in the hospital for a few months she was there with me, then things start looking better i get out of a major surgery and everything looks great for the future and bang she hits me with that shit, it sucked, cried my ass off lolz (i was on massive amounts of prednisone at the time) but i got over it very quickly thanks to a few good friends.