I was depressed for the past few weeks, but finally getting a good job has helped get me out of my funk. Though as soon as winter hits I am gonna be depressed for a bit again like clockwork.

 

glad you're alive to tell it, but pls don't ever do that again

 

Holy shit dude, thats fucking insane. We you sober?

 

damn that is insane.

i've questioned my life many times. mainly after first gf dumped me. there were other factors, like my bad grades, no job, letting down family freshman year, etc etc.

thank god i pulled through. i've never been better.

 

suicide is pussy way out

 

yep. definately the most depressed i've ever been or will.

till you've been at the absolute rock bottom, you have no idea, but it does give you a new perspective if you make it thru....makes the "bad times" not seem so bad. i definately have a more realistic perspective on life & realize that setbacks are just that...cause things were definately alot worse

 

have your dad die from lung cancer on sunday & your 5-year old daughter die on that thursday of an undiagnosed defective heart valve & then a week later her mother take a bottle of pills & goto sleep.....then fucking tell me that

REAL depression is something that can't really be explained till you've experienced it. sometimes the pain is just too much & you just want the pain to stop.....by whatever means necessary

anybody can sit here & say "oh suicide isn't the answer", but till you've been there, you have no real idea

 

oy

 

Oh man, James. That's rough.

 

i am so sorry about your losses! this is so very sad. im glad u were not successful in your attempt.