:thinking: imma remember that one.

 

Tho.. I like being older.. I wish I had the life I had when I was 18. I was young, stupid, and not a single care. My car payment was $165 a month for a 95 Civic Coupe (opossed to the $316 now for the 00 Civic Coupe. :doh: Damn impulse buy) I worked at a movie theatre and the Warner Brothers Store, but I didn't work full time. I had all the energy in the world. Speant more time chilling with friends then doing anything.

Now... I stress over money, I stress over school, I stress over my mother's declining health, I stress over car repairs, I hate getting out of bed, I have constant headaches from the stress (or something else that I have to get checked out by a doctor) I've developed acid reflux disese and have to go to the doctor for that... but.. I have no insurance... but I will in a few weeks (I didn't have insurance for a year... so I was very stressed over that) From july 02 to July 03 I was unemployed 9 months out of that 12 month period. I couldn't pay bills, I didn't have car insurace for 6 months. and because I effed up on paying my car insurance.. I couldn't get my cheap payment back (160 a month 1500 something a year), had to go to a new company... and now pay what someone with a DUI would pay. (2600 a year) Just because I was unemployed and couldn't afford to pay.. and I have a fairly clean driving record. :sad: But.. I'm happy with life... that's the weird thing. :happysad:

 

I hate that! I don't know where it came from...just a usual cheese dog w/onions or a nice dozen tacos from taco bell, and then the usual nap, and then I wake up with my throat burning and I'm choking to death. It all started at 25, now I have a whole list of rules I need to follow when eating, especially when eating spicy. The only thing that works for me now is Pepcid Complete, perhaps you could try that until you can get the the doctor. I have yet to go, I'm just postponing the enivitable.

BTW, I want to be 21 forever.

 

Zantac 75 ownz me... tho.. I'm becoming immune to it's effects.. so.. it doesn't to what it used to. So.. I have to up the dosage :sad:

 

i wish is was in eigth grade again it was a fun year i used to ride my bike to school and every one would hang out infront and bullshit about nothing
we still had recess during lunch before going to highschool
it was fun we played handball like everyday
then i had to take the bus in highschool and had way more hw
and i had no lunch because band/chorus met during lunch

middle school was a fun 4 years, it was the shit

 

:bye:

 

I dunno. If I had been given that chance when I left the Academy of Art College at age 20, I'd have jumped at the chance. But in the last five years, while I've drifted away from my HS friendships and met new people working and attending classes at COM, I've been recharging my spiritual batteries in a way.
Despite the hassles of everday life, the thing that had me down as I left HS was that I was so unsure of how I'd get to where I wanted to be in life. Now that I have a concrete plan to transfer to SDSU next fall, and graduate in 2006 with a BA in journalism, I feel confident in myself for once.
That feeling I'd never trade.