Tho.. I like being older.. I wish I had the life I had when I was 18. I was young, stupid, and not a single care. My car payment was $165 a month for a 95 Civic Coupe (opossed to the $316 now for the 00 Civic Coupe. :doh: Damn impulse buy) I worked at a movie theatre and the Warner Brothers Store, but I didn't work full time. I had all the energy in the world. Speant more time chilling with friends then doing anything.

Now... I stress over money, I stress over school, I stress over my mother's declining health, I stress over car repairs, I hate getting out of bed, I have constant headaches from the stress (or something else that I have to get checked out by a doctor) I've developed acid reflux disese and have to go to the doctor for that... but.. I have no insurance... but I will in a few weeks (I didn't have insurance for a year... so I was very stressed over that) From july 02 to July 03 I was unemployed 9 months out of that 12 month period. I couldn't pay bills, I didn't have car insurace for 6 months. and because I effed up on paying my car insurance.. I couldn't get my cheap payment back (160 a month 1500 something a year), had to go to a new company... and now pay what someone with a DUI would pay. (2600 a year) Just because I was unemployed and couldn't afford to pay.. and I have a fairly clean driving record. :sad: But.. I'm happy with life... that's the weird thing. :happysad: