-my first gf whom I still miss very much, I hate her just as much
-I refuse to acknowledge my sister exists for the last 3 years
- I feel like a loner sometimes. Seems that I am cursed and the more I get to know a person, the more the person will end up hating me. I never had a best friend in my life. All my asian friends ended up talking shit about me and hate me for no particular reason. The only real friends I have are Vietnamese girls and my white homies, whom have never met each other.
-something, somehow bothers me when I see an asian girl with a white guy.
-foreskin is long and sometimes I wish it weren't there.

 

I enjoy long walks on the beach and watching sunsets........

:nervous:

 

4) im not sure what im going to be doing for the rest of my life

5) sometimes its a pain in the ass to be labeled a OG on the site cuz then sometimes i have noob questions i wanna ask , seriously

6) a lot of times i rather be browsing HAN then going out, depending on how i feel and my mood for the day

7) if i ever win the lottery, i would give a lot of the money away to various things :family, friends, charities, cool people i meet throughout my life, cars, houses, parties, alcohal, stocks, vacations, stupid stuff, and to people on HAN

8) i respect everone who actually let told the truth and let out a lot of themselves to us.

9) i read every single post in this thread , that is the truth, and i think i did a good job of trying not to judge others and to realize everyone goes through differnt kinds of hardships and problems

And it is true, it a theraputic thing to do, to be able to let out some aggression/problems/demons to people who you more then likely you may never meet or whos faces you will never see. for me the internet/message board/han is like a way to express a lot of things you cant in real life, especially because you get so many different views and morals and lives. it is a open forum to be seen and judged on. its both a good and bad things at times, but then i learn/read/find out things on here that i would not anywhere else (except maybe another message board). but i always felt that HAN has always been my home online. we may not always have the most technical advice, but we have the diversity and attitude that makes you feel like the person posting would be like a person helping you in real life. and that feeling keeps me coming here, even if i do get 3 hours of sleep a night. i also like having my name as a smilie :exnbp: :airon:

 

1) I haven't had a girl in over 3 years. I don't want to be attached anymore. However, if it happens, it happens...

2) I'm not a US Citizen. You can't tell though because my English is almost perfect.

3) All my really close friends are in the Philippines... I only have one here, but she's in Hawaii with her bf. For some reason I find it hard to open up to people unless I find that genuine sincere quality about them. I've yet to find other people like that.

4) My body is horribly out of proportion. My arms are small compared to my legs.

5) I lost my virginity when I was 16 to a 13-year old girl

6) I'm a dork, but I guess a lot of you already know that :happysad:

7) I spend most of my time at home because I'm almost always broke.

8) I'm extremely clumsy, however I'm lucky I've only broken one bone...my pinky toe.

9) I like Anime. I went to Anime Expo yesterday in Anaheim. Good shiet.

10) I love classical music.

11) I lose motivation easily.

12) I dance and shadow box in the shower. h:

 

:thumbup:

:chuckles:

qTIGER makes more sense now, so does the avatar

Care to share?

That kinda sucks, but as long as they still show it now and then I guess its good.

:werd:

I got all A's and B's in High School... decent SAT's and I pretty much unofficially dropped out of college after one year. If I wouldn;t have left I would be on Academic Probation now as well. Just wasnt for me. I though maybe I got stoopads or something, but I took the ASVAB and that got proved wrong.

Maybe i'll go back in a few years when I'm ready

 

I know I mess around a lot, but if you do ever need someone to talk to or are ever in a jam, know that you can count on me meng. Ask Jay or Brett, I usually get pretty deep in our conversation, I never grew up in a household where I had to act all macho, my dad and have always talked about our feelings, etc.. I do hope I don't come off as someone who doesn't truly care about people, because I do.

 

oh you do, do you :squint:


confession time again. I posted this to get page 7 ownerages h:

 

hey man, I deleted that post and decided to PM instead, thanks. :slap: And yes, I care about you too, Rick h:

 

:rofl:

I was gonna do that.. then I thought :"This is a quality thread, no use in screwing around with it for stoopid things."

 

:wtc: you do care :wtc:

hehehe



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