danni*j

Yeah, I think even I would stop(or at least try/say I would) after that. Still hard im sure to go through dude.
Me and her got really drunk one night when I lived with her brother and her sugar crashed and I had to inject her with the insulin. After that she stopped drinking. I felt so scared having to put that needle into her pelvis while she was shaking.

:edit to earlier post: I just cried remembering

93hondablk

You should go. Don't be shamed to cry...3 years is a long time

danni*j

yes. it isnt ashamed though, I guess its just awkward to cry over a woman while youre fiance is next to you(even though she is understanding). I have cried many of nights over the boys in 1/6 that were lost while we were in Ramadi, but(and that was 4 years ago)....for some reason I find it...unreal to feel the same emotions for a girl that I havent seen in a year, and havent dated for almost 7 years.
I really do want to go to the recieving, but im so fucked on emotions right now. And like previous have said, if I dont go I will regret it.

Tark

Maybe you'd feel more comfortable to go without your fiancé? I'm not sure if that's acceptable or not for her but there's no reason for her to be jealous and maybe you'd feel more at ease. Althought her compation and support might also be very welcomed. Plus if it's been 7 years you were like 12 yo when you started dating her... I'm sure you fiancé is ok with that.

Damn a 4 year old daughter too.

NOPD

Don't go. Isn't this the ex that tried to get with you a few weeks ago?

danni*j

No, not the same ex.

NOPD

ooh okay, still don't go, your fiancee might not say anything, but inside she feels awkward and confused.

Tark

really? they dated when she 12 dude...

Danni it really depends on your fiance. If you think it might bother her then i agree with the Phat...

NOPD

it doesn't matter. His fiancee won't say anything, but inside she doesn't want him to go.

Black2KGSR

really? that's pretty messed up.
I still think he should go, regardless. that was his friend, and she passed away. His fiancee will get over it...if she doesn't, she's being selfish