I dated this girl for almost 3 years (and she took my v-card)

http://obit.weatherfordmortuary.com/....cgi?id=766339

Its like (as corny as it may be) that feeling that you never got to say goodbye. My fiance asked if I wanted to go to her recieving of friends, because she knows I lived with her brother for a long time and that me and Mandy dated, but what do I feel/say/do?:sad:

 

You feel what you feel, you do what you think is right, you say what is in your heart.

My daughter is older than that young lady was. I think you should go. You won't regret going, but may regret not going.

 

I know if I do go that I will prob break down as soon as I see her family, let alone it being open casket. Then I feel wierd possibly crying in front of my fiance for another woman, even though she knows that Ive always been still friends with Mandy, and she says that she understands. Its still just fucking tripping me out.

 

If you don't cry over losing someone who was such a big part of your life, you are a heartless POS with no soul. Your current lady surely realizes you did not just spring into being the day she met you. Your time with this young woman who has died obviously played a large part in who you are today.

 

How did she die?

Not being morbid but she was really young.

 

That is horrible (her death).I was wondering the same thing.

 

I havent cried yet, I have come close, but every time I go into that "disbelief" mode and just think of the person that I knew. I dont know...
She had been a diabetic from birth, and they listed it as congestive heart failure from when her blood sugar got too low while she slept.

 

That's the same way my dad went except he wasn't sleeping when it happened.

 

Shit man, my condolences (sp?)

 

Don't sweat it he got what he was working for so it all works out.

When you lose both your legs to it that should be your cue to quit drinking.