Most difficult times in your life?
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Well I haven't been at work since Wednesday of last week and won't be back til tomorrow. My gf's dad past away and yesterday was his wake. They left on a plane right after the wake to bury him back in his home country (PR), I wish I could've gone. They won't be back until June 4th, i'm gonna miss her . It's been pretty rough the past few days. :sad:
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not to force this on anyone, but a bible verse came to me....
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:2-4
stay strong
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:2-4
stay strong
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keep your head up man.
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can't believe this topic hasn't gone to the ground 
sorry to hear the stuffs that you guys are going through/went through, I sure got certain things to deal with at the moment. BUt, I think I'll pull through it though. Today's a whole new day and I'm grateful for that.
sorry to hear the stuffs that you guys are going through/went through, I sure got certain things to deal with at the moment. BUt, I think I'll pull through it though. Today's a whole new day and I'm grateful for that.
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From: My own level of hell
Most difficult?
Hmm there have been a few but I guess the most difficult was waking up after sleeping for a day after coming off of a week long bender filled with coke, speed, weed and booze in borderline suicidal amounts. when I woke up I sat there and had a moment of clarity which was kind of scary, the realization was:
I had dropped 50+ pounds in less than 5 months
I was dead broke
I had been to the hospital twice due to "overdose"
I didn't want to die but I didn't want to be sober
The difficult part of this was that I had to want to live at that point or continue on and end up dead in a short period of time (guessing 6 months more possibly). So I got my shit together and left the town, state and all the people I knew at that point and never told anyone where I was going.
The next year was spent getting and staying off powder drugs which I wouldn't say was all that easy and involved one relapse. Luckily though I have been clean from hard drugs since and only occassionally do I smoke weed and only socially do I drink.
Hmm there have been a few but I guess the most difficult was waking up after sleeping for a day after coming off of a week long bender filled with coke, speed, weed and booze in borderline suicidal amounts. when I woke up I sat there and had a moment of clarity which was kind of scary, the realization was:
I had dropped 50+ pounds in less than 5 months
I was dead broke
I had been to the hospital twice due to "overdose"
I didn't want to die but I didn't want to be sober
The difficult part of this was that I had to want to live at that point or continue on and end up dead in a short period of time (guessing 6 months more possibly). So I got my shit together and left the town, state and all the people I knew at that point and never told anyone where I was going.
The next year was spent getting and staying off powder drugs which I wouldn't say was all that easy and involved one relapse. Luckily though I have been clean from hard drugs since and only occassionally do I smoke weed and only socially do I drink.
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Most difficult?
Hmm there have been a few but I guess the most difficult was waking up after sleeping for a day after coming off of a week long bender filled with coke, speed, weed and booze in borderline suicidal amounts. when I woke up I sat there and had a moment of clarity which was kind of scary, the realization was:
I had dropped 50+ pounds in less than 5 months
I was dead broke
I had been to the hospital twice due to "overdose"
I didn't want to die but I didn't want to be sober
The difficult part of this was that I had to want to live at that point or continue on and end up dead in a short period of time (guessing 6 months more possibly). So I got my shit together and left the town, state and all the people I knew at that point and never told anyone where I was going.
The next year was spent getting and staying off powder drugs which I wouldn't say was all that easy and involved one relapse. Luckily though I have been clean from hard drugs since and only occassionally do I smoke weed and only socially do I drink.
Hmm there have been a few but I guess the most difficult was waking up after sleeping for a day after coming off of a week long bender filled with coke, speed, weed and booze in borderline suicidal amounts. when I woke up I sat there and had a moment of clarity which was kind of scary, the realization was:
I had dropped 50+ pounds in less than 5 months
I was dead broke
I had been to the hospital twice due to "overdose"
I didn't want to die but I didn't want to be sober
The difficult part of this was that I had to want to live at that point or continue on and end up dead in a short period of time (guessing 6 months more possibly). So I got my shit together and left the town, state and all the people I knew at that point and never told anyone where I was going.
The next year was spent getting and staying off powder drugs which I wouldn't say was all that easy and involved one relapse. Luckily though I have been clean from hard drugs since and only occassionally do I smoke weed and only socially do I drink.
I still dream of it sometimes.