Cocaines a hell of a drug

 

Even now almost 12 years later (I think) I still get the craving to feel the burn of the drains from snorting.

I will never do that crap again (I hope) but the urge will always be there no matter what.

Also i never went to a "program" I just had the resolve not to do it again.

 

A old post from the past.... I hope all is fine for you now sqkev....

Most difficult times in your life?

When my mother came home from the hospital and said she doesn't have long to live.

 

whenever i have a difficult time in my life..

i just goto HAN and realize that life ain't that bad

 

Interesting.

I started HAN on the day I heard about my mothers bad news....

 

wow, surprised that you resurrected the thread. I think I'm in a better position now.

Great thing you started this place, I joined back when i first had my honda ('99) and had some really interesting time here.

Sorry about your mother.

 

no matter how tough things in life get I just always remember that it could be SO much worse

most people here have problems with money/relationships/drugs..etc....all of which I understand and don't want anyone to go through...but when there are so many people in this world who starve to death and are tortured etc.....who would give a arm and leg just to be in this country and have our freedom....nothing I go through can really be that bad

thats just my take on it


so everyone hang in there

 

you're right!

there's one quote I remember from talking to an older gentleman from NA

"when you feel like you've hit rock bottom and you can't go any lower, the only way to go is up"

 

2005 - present...

 

Hah, try 2001 - no end in sight.

I'm so much better at being a loser than you