thank you!

 

fuuuuuck yeah. Just gotta realize how lucky you are. I could be in a hospital in a wheel chair or something. But here I am in college and im healthy. Just gotta realize how lucky you are.

 

meh i wasnt really talking about the relationship thing. I was talking about in general. Maybe i chose the wrong word... i am happy, but i am not content. i have this thirst for more. in the past 4 years i have accomplished alot yet i still feel like i want more.

 

learn to know the dark side of the force

 

you're being greedy h:

 

maybe

 

wadup gangsta.

change some shit around starting tonight. hit the fuckin gym. i will come up to canada and beat you up if you won't. damnit.

as for the relationship thing, i feel for you. i want it, but its been so long since i've had one, and that was really just bullshit btw, i feel like i have no clue what im missing out on. Its a good thing and a bad thing. And now because of this, i just pick up women and get constant head.

 

maybe? look at your life then look at other peoples. People on the street, people in shelters. Stop being an ass.

You're healthy, you get food everyday, you drive a car, you have a job, you went to school, you have a family, you have a roof over your head. etc, etc, etc.

 

find yourself some jesus

 

your emotions are getting crosswired.

the desire for bigger and better should NEVER make you sad. Those are motivational points to keep you driven.

There's nothing wrong with being driven, unless your short comings lead to depression.


Fact is, you're much better where you are now, than 4 years ago. Just keep progressing in life and you have nothing to complain / worry about.