It's a tricky thing though.


1. he could lose the friendship
2. he could gain a girlfriend
3. he could do absolutely nothing


If you have what it takes to make her happy ... if you have a deep understanding of her personality ... if you can't go another day without knowing ... man, just do it.

(confidence booster)
You're the life of the party
you have a damn nice car
you have a really good personality
you're working for good loot

I'm pretty sure self-esteem shouldn't be an issue. There's nothing on the platter any chick wouldn't want.



If it doesn't go well ... just take it slowly, and restore the friendship. It'll hit an inital "wierd" point, but recover off of it and don't be driven away.

 

k, i didnt wanna hijack your thread h: so i put one up about some of the stuff i been thinkin of lately.

besides that, the whole crap about the accident. i dont wanna sound like a freakin baby, but it was my first accident and it was pretty big. having to take care of insurance, days i took off, still tryin to set up an appointment to get checked up, dealing w/ the other passengers in my car, and driving around a piece-of-garbage taurus is taking a toll on my head.

i guess my health is a concern, and i think i wouldve gone straight to a doctors after gettin rear-ended if i knew the area better. even though ive lived up here for almost a yr, i still dont know stuff like whats a good hospital/doctor to go to. it doesnt help that i missed the deadline for signing up for health insurance through my company. my work-buddy (like a mentor) forgot to remind me about the deadline and i missed it. i mean come on, ive never had to deal w/ this stuff so it wasnt fully on my mind. now im like ugh, whatever. just have to wait for the next open enrollment which is like january...

i wanna go back to school. i love learning and i love being in an open, academic environment. but this requires $$$, and i dont have any. i wish i could drop my job and go back for a masters somewhere, but thats impossible w/o accumulating a greater mass of debt.

sunday will be the first mothers' day since our family split up and i wanna try to do something special for my mom. she really didnt deserve what happened to her. and since im in nova, my moms an hr away, my middle brother is in college, we're so spread out i feel like shes not getting enough support.

...ok that was a lot. and i know thats just the half :hs: and im not a whiner, trust me

 

i know i tried my best, i studied like hell for that exam for the passed 2 weeks. its just the way the prof. grades the test, if its have wrong, no credit at all, no curve, nothing. i honestly can say i do not have 1 idea where i stand in that class. and the other thing is that that class opens doors to many other classes i have to take in the near future, i dont want to fall behind, i just want to get done.

well number 1 is definatly there, its just that i need the job to pay for school. not really much help from the fam. i can get away with the social life shit, i mean, its just the people i end up running into lately are pissing me off.

dude, i know, i want to do it. i keep seeing to sides to this, i keep thinking that im probably not good enough or some stupid shit, but then i start to think fuck that, im working, im going to school, i got my shit straight. i need to do this, but i just keep freezing when i want to get more out of her.


i want to, you have no clue. its just the freakkin business is riding alot myself. i dont ask for it, its just dumped on me. but the thing is, i know we could use the money, or atleast i can.


thanks, i really appreciate it.

its just sometimes i keep thinking to myself, why do i do this? i hope soemthing good will come of this.

 

Hmmm... I work too much and I'm in dire need of a freaking vacation. Unfortunately I only have 5 vacation days to use so I want to make it worthwhile. I have too many things to do at home. My wife is leaving me with the 2 kiddos tonight so she can go out with her girlyfriends so I know I'll get absolutely nothing accomplished tonight. My cousin has been bugging me about coming down to hang out with him in Chicago for a weekend. I really want to go but I have too much I want to do, and never enough time to do it. :hs:

 

our online biology exam was to be posted today. However, its 8:16am, and its still unavailable to take. I have work at 10AM-7PM. Then, i have to attend a faculty music performance from 7:30-9:30. Come home, and i guess take the test at 10PM. However, i have work tomorrow at 5AM.. this is teh suck. h:

 

I see symptoms but at this point I haven't found my balls to schedule an appointment. My parents are doctors but I don't think this is something I'm comfortable sharing with them yet. I'll probably see my assigned doctor next week.


Very true, I feel like robot here, the pay is good and I have my benefits..........however it's simply not me.

I know, I just feel the odds are greatly against me......that's exactly my problem.

 

the girl doesn't have a boyfriend, does she?

 

-I am scared that i wont sell those damn Roger Waters tickets that i got to resale for profit. 900$ for a fucking show that i have absolutly no interest in.

-My Girlfriend is leaving for the summer again(she usually does it) but i dont know what 2 months can do to us, lat time it didnt turn out so well.

-I am running out of money and my job is not as secure as it use to be. I always had great ambutions, great contacts, and the financial backing needed to start up my own business, but i just dont have any ideas of what could be profitable.

 

No she doesn't.

She's 32, taller than me, makes more money, lives in LA, bleh I'm being gay

 

i fucking hate ebayers who suck with teh communication. especially on high price items. :madr:. just send me a damn total and ill pay. :madr: