Originally Posted by e3NiNe
Did you take the final? If so, what was your grade going into the final?
Did you honestly give it your all?
i know i tried my best, i studied like hell for that exam for the passed 2 weeks. its just the way the prof. grades the test, if its have wrong, no credit at all, no curve, nothing. i honestly can say i do not have 1 idea where i stand in that class. and the other thing is that that class opens doors to many other classes i have to take in the near future, i dont want to fall behind, i just want to get done.
Originally Posted by e3NiNe
Right now, I think you're pressing too hard. There's only so much energy and time for one person. You HAVE TO, HAVE TO realign your priorities.
Imagine having a hose and needing to fill up 100 buckets ... would you rather fill 1 bucket at a time, or walk around in circles and fill up each bucket slowly?
Right now, I think you'll benefit the most by treating your life as a checklist.
[_] 1. school
[_] 2. find work
[_] 3. gain a social life
well number 1 is definatly there, its just that i need the job to pay for school. not really much help from the fam. i can get away with the social life shit, i mean, its just the people i end up running into lately are pissing me off.
Originally Posted by e3NiNe
Now man. Do it now.
With things like this, live for today.
dude, i know, i want to do it. i keep seeing to sides to this, i keep thinking that im probably not good enough or some stupid shit, but then i start to think fuck that, im working, im going to school, i got my shit straight. i need to do this, but i just keep freezing when i want to get more out of her.
Originally Posted by e3NiNe
I think you need to seperate for a while. Spending too much time around something good ... gets annoying?
It's like those couples that constantly fight ... over nothing ... always. The only reason they fight like that is because they have nothing better to do. Seperate them for a week, it completely triggers old emotions that laid dormant.
i want to, you have no clue. its just the freakkin business is riding alot myself. i dont ask for it, its just dumped on me. but the thing is, i know we could use the money, or atleast i can.
Originally Posted by e3NiNe
you've earned it. You really have.
thanks, i really appreciate it.
its just sometimes i keep thinking to myself, why do i do this? i hope soemthing good will come of this.