Coping with death. . .
i watched my mom die in january..... worst chrismtas ever. 
i find the hardest part would be when i have to pause and realize that no.... i cant call her and ask her how long to cook the spagheti for. why? well... shes gone.... oh....

i find the hardest part would be when i have to pause and realize that no.... i cant call her and ask her how long to cook the spagheti for. why? well... shes gone.... oh....
You might not be on again for a bit but I am sure we are all wondering what had happened to her...
I'm sorry for your loss buddy, and I cant imagine what you are going through. After reading what you wrote I started thinking about how i'd feel if I woke up beside the woman I love ( which I do ) and I was in the same situation you, and I started feeling pretty damn shitty.
SHows everyone not to take anyone for granted and to really make sure those people know how you feel every day...
I'm sorry for your loss buddy, and I cant imagine what you are going through. After reading what you wrote I started thinking about how i'd feel if I woke up beside the woman I love ( which I do ) and I was in the same situation you, and I started feeling pretty damn shitty.
SHows everyone not to take anyone for granted and to really make sure those people know how you feel every day...
Originally Posted by Rezza
My girlfriend of a year & a 1/2 passed away on Feb. 12 this year. I think I would be handling this loss slightly better if I didn't wake up next to her, and realizing she was dead. I could use any advice or anything, b/c I this is killing me...This is my 1stpost since she died...I've just at a really low point, so any words of wisdom (on how to cope a bit better, etc.) would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
RIP
Jessica Elise Evans
6/17/82 - 2/12/06
RIP
Jessica Elise Evans
6/17/82 - 2/12/06
im sorry to hear that man.....maybe we can get together some day....a East Coast NY HAN meet....maybe shoot some pool...have a few beers or whatever....now is the times you need your friends.


