The more and more I think about it... it's leaving all I knew behind, all my family, friends... entire way of life behind for a girl I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.

Then... even though it wasn't really my choice, I am sure if I fussed enough, I could have stayed in the Marines. I think about it every day... about the experiences I have missed and all the brothers I left behind to fend for themselves. Semper fidelis my ass. I don't reflect that one bit. I failed as a Marine. I should have died out there in some sandy shithole... thats where I should have been.

There isnt one day that goes by that I dont think about this stuff... and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm losing it.










Anyone else...

 

No, nothing like that. Sorry.

 

if your not happy where you are then pick up and go somewhere else....you know plenty of people willing to give you a place to stay until you get back on your feet. If your upset about bad choices you've made and missed oportunities then don't sit around and do nothing....get up and make a change. You know where I'll be

 

damn, erik. you hide it well though. i never saw this side of you on here. now my story...

i regret not going into the Navy before I enrolled in college. At least then I would have set myself up for a career in some field and such. But now, 4 years later i'm broke as shit, my parents have no respect for me because i'm not fully independent like my sister, and my planned career doesn't seem to be agreeing with my college degree.

so now i'm in a huge fucking vise that just keeps getting tighter and tighter. yea i'm on medication for it, but with recent events just getting worse and not better, i don't think medication will help any longer.

here's to us both, may god have mercy on us.

 

i regret nothing ive done. Ive learned from every mistake i made

 

My biggest regret of all times is breaking up with my beautiful ex-gf Becky. She had long brown hair, brown eyes and big thingies..... :wtc: I'll never love again.

For a little while anyway.

 

"big thingies"


like bewbies or did she have like big danglie roast beef lips?

 

Bewbies dammit! Not lips..... Gaaa!

 

Being an immature turdbag for the second half of high school. Well at least my junior year. Oh well.

 

i regret the way i treated people back when i was younger. i was a complete asshole. now, i try to treat everyone how i want to be treated. i guess im trying to make up for my wrong doings