Originally Posted by canada
The more and more I think about it... it's leaving all I knew behind, all my family, friends... entire way of life behind for a girl I thought I would spend the rest of my life with.
Then... even though it wasn't really my choice, I am sure if I fussed enough, I could have stayed in the Marines. I think about it every day... about the experiences I have missed and all the brothers I left behind to fend for themselves. Semper fidelis my ass. I don't reflect that one bit. I failed as a Marine. I should have died out there in some sandy shithole... thats where I should have been.
There isnt one day that goes by that I dont think about this stuff... and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm losing it.
Anyone else...
if your not happy where you are then pick up and go somewhere else....you know plenty of people willing to give you a place to stay until you get back on your feet. If your upset about bad choices you've made and missed oportunities then don't sit around and do nothing....get up and make a change. You know where I'll be
