i dotn want to live long in this world. the world is too fawked up of a place. im already sick of almost everything in the world. things seldom ever work in your favor. every aspect of life has some sort of flaw. few things in life are clear sailing. i hate life i can admit that. why do i live on? because of the future. because of what i may come. but even with that said, i hope that by some chance, i die before age 30. i doubt i will want to live more than 10 more years on earth. im excited about death and what will come afterwards. anyways, i guess this is just a rant. am i mentally unstabble, or does anyone else feel like this?

 

Everybody has feelings like this on occasion, but it's not healthy to think like this all the time and want to die and stuff. I would seek counseling if I was you.

 

:werd: yo.. go talk to a counselor or something

 

Lol i feel like that all the time...but i feel as if I died right now, my enemies would enjoy that...so i have that urge to live out of spite ... lol....

 

Blackmagik,
wrong choice of signature for this thread? heh

 

What happened to make you want to die so young? When you get bummed just think it could always be worse. Your able to get up in the morning, get on HAN, and type a post. Some people don't have that luxury (even though it's not really a luxury). Some people don't have a home, or a PC to access the internet with. Some don't even have a hand to type with. Other's don't even have the ability to form a thought TO type if they had hands. Be grateful dude, there are a lot of people that got dealt worse lives than us in this world.

 

what makes you happy? You must be interested cars... what if you make it a carreer? Find something to aspire to and work towards that goal. It will bring things into focus in your life. My .02

 

LOL...

Been there w/those feelings.

However, I am quite a bit older than most of you here, and let me tell you that you haven't even reached the height of your power at that age.

Not financially, not emotionally, not mentally.

If you really want to do some good on this planet, you are going to have to live a lot longer than 30!

Seriously.

 

i'll die in my 20's i think. probably in a car accident. ive thought that for as long as i can remember.

 

You're depressed, we all can see that, but killing yourself is not the end. What about your family? How would they feel when you're gone? You're depressed, you need to talk to a professional. Look at me, I've been on the waiting list for 4 years for a kidney. I'm currently on dialysis and live with sickeing side affects, cramps, vomiting, weak, dizziness to name a few. BUT I'm glad the medications and the machine are available to keep me alive. I'm glad I'm with my family. Suicide is the last thing I want to do. Sometimes you gotta put yourself in other people's shoes to get the reality check. But if you ever decide to sucide, I could always use a healthy kidney. It sounds pathetic but I'm serious, but I hope you stay with us and try to enjoy what life gives you.
Good luck.