What happened to make you want to die so young? When you get bummed just think it could always be worse. Your able to get up in the morning, get on HAN, and type a post. Some people don't have that luxury (even though it's not really a luxury). Some people don't have a home, or a PC to access the internet with. Some don't even have a hand to type with. Other's don't even have the ability to form a thought TO type if they had hands. Be grateful dude, there are a lot of people that got dealt worse lives than us in this world.