i dotn want to live long in this world. the world is too fawked up of a place. im already sick of almost everything in the world. things seldom ever work in your favor. every aspect of life has some sort of flaw. few things in life are clear sailing. i hate life i can admit that. why do i live on? because of the future. because of what i may come. but even with that said, i hope that by some chance, i die before age 30. i doubt i will want to live more than 10 more years on earth. im excited about death and what will come afterwards. anyways, i guess this is just a rant. am i mentally unstabble, or does anyone else feel like this?