Then you clearly are not a "very liberal democrat"
You are an idiot and obviously only see things in black and white terms.
I am a liberal conservative or a conservative liberal, doesn't matter which you choose to call me because there are views from both sides worth noting and putting into play.
The idea behind having both a liberal and conservative party is that neither gains too much control and they balance each other out in some fashion. Regardless of who it is, but if either party got full control of our nations policy machine we would be completely fucked and fucked hard.
It is not a black and white issue in the least, it is more a matter of whether or not the elected representatives can have their views and understand when concessions need to be made for the better of the people they work for as a whole. The day any politician forgoes their personal agenda for the better of the people I will drink a gallon of bleach.
All politicians are crooked and not one of them gives a shit once they are in office.