???

 

sure have. many times.

 

Ahhhhh...this brings back bad memories.

 

 

The thing that's scaring me is it use to be a once in a while thing...now it's almost everyday I just look at my life and feel like a friggin failure. If these are suppose to be the best days of my life then I don't think my future has much to offer

Driving down the highway I catch myself staring at telephone pole's and thinking about driving into them at 3 digit speeds. I use to be happy, but lately I just feel like no one give's a fvck if I'm around. I hate my job, not because it's a bad job, but because it doesn't pay enough. And it seems like management could give a **** about me, but if I make 1 mistake I feel like I'm in the movie office space. My bills never seem to go away, or even get to a livable level. I can't afford to have any fun anymore.

:happysad:

 

no, would you throw away irreplacable

 

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I'll bake you a cake :happysad: It will be better than the We <heart> Bob Hope cake, I'm sure.

I don't know, I don't think I a lot of people know how good they have it. Think about the worst thing/position you could be in. I'm sure you're not that bad. Understandable you're depressed and it's hard to get out of, but you can make it better--nobody else can. The best thing my friend told me is, everybody thinks that it would be easier to kill themselves at one point or another. This kind of made me mad, but now I see it as something stupid. People get something out of thinking they're worse than everybody else, when in reality we're all pretty much the same. I think a lot of it has to do with perspective and reactions to things that happen.

 

suicide is for pussies.

 

Fuji, it's definitely the cop-out method to fix things somebody doesn't like. Well it really doesn't fix them anyway. You'll just be...dead. And how much better can THAT be?

 

plus everyone will go to your funeral and piss on your headstone cuz you're a pussy.