The thing that's scaring me is it use to be a once in a while thing...now it's almost everyday
I just look at my life and feel like a friggin failure. If these are suppose to be the best days of my life then I don't think my future has much to offer
Driving down the highway I catch myself staring at telephone pole's and thinking about driving into them at 3 digit speeds. I use to be happy, but lately I just feel like no one give's a fvck if I'm around. I hate my job, not because it's a bad job, but because it doesn't pay enough. And it seems like management could give a **** about me, but if I make 1 mistake I feel like I'm in the movie office space. My bills never seem to go away, or even get to a livable level. I can't afford to have any fun anymore.
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