View Poll Results: Ever contemplated suicide?
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Ever contemplated suicide?
S'all good man. You still have time before you move to a high class manager position 
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yes..here is my post from the famous "confession thread" - i had a diff id then as you can tell
Originally posted by adslinstaller
I've only shared this with one other person in my life...not a single member of my family (who I'm not really close to anyway)
1) about 7 years ago I had an ex that had a daughter that died young & she took her own life.
2) had info from one of her relatives that the daughter was mine & she never told me, but not 100% sure.
3) got REALLY depressed considering #2. I took my revolver, put 1 bullet in the chamber, spun the barrel, put it in my mouth & pulled the trigger.......TWICE!!!!
I've never thought that much about it since that & have never even got to a point where #3 would even be a consideration again. So I guees you could say I'm much better now!!:thumbup:
The one thing I learned is there is ABSOLUTELY no since living in the past. The past is just that...you can't change it. Learn from it & grow or you are destined to repeat your mistakes.
:climbing down from my soapbox now:
I've only shared this with one other person in my life...not a single member of my family (who I'm not really close to anyway)
1) about 7 years ago I had an ex that had a daughter that died young & she took her own life.
2) had info from one of her relatives that the daughter was mine & she never told me, but not 100% sure.
3) got REALLY depressed considering #2. I took my revolver, put 1 bullet in the chamber, spun the barrel, put it in my mouth & pulled the trigger.......TWICE!!!!
I've never thought that much about it since that & have never even got to a point where #3 would even be a consideration again. So I guees you could say I'm much better now!!:thumbup:
The one thing I learned is there is ABSOLUTELY no since living in the past. The past is just that...you can't change it. Learn from it & grow or you are destined to repeat your mistakes.
:climbing down from my soapbox now:
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Originally posted by aux
35K is money!. im pretty happy with my 6k a year :grinpimp:
35K is money!. im pretty happy with my 6k a year :grinpimp:
h: I need to get laid, some good :boink: might put me in a better mood. It's been almost 5 days
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From: Iran
Originally posted by MrFatBooty
Dude you're only 23. Got plenty of time to move up the corporate ladder and all that shit. I'm 21 (well as of tomorrow) and I have no money whatsoever after you factor in credit card debt. I rely on my parents to pay my tuition. I don't have a car. I live in a college apartment. I have to take the bus to go grocery shopping. I left all my socks at my parents' house. At my job I call up crotchety old alumni and bug them for donations.
But you know what? I don't really give a fuck about that shit because I still get by. I've got my friends, I've got random hot girls on campus, I've got a nice laptop and I've got a $30 dresser from Ikea that's made out of plastic.
If I can be happy about that shit then you sure as hell can be happy about $35k a year and a car and all that stuff you've got.
Dude you're only 23. Got plenty of time to move up the corporate ladder and all that shit. I'm 21 (well as of tomorrow) and I have no money whatsoever after you factor in credit card debt. I rely on my parents to pay my tuition. I don't have a car. I live in a college apartment. I have to take the bus to go grocery shopping. I left all my socks at my parents' house. At my job I call up crotchety old alumni and bug them for donations.
But you know what? I don't really give a fuck about that shit because I still get by. I've got my friends, I've got random hot girls on campus, I've got a nice laptop and I've got a $30 dresser from Ikea that's made out of plastic.
If I can be happy about that shit then you sure as hell can be happy about $35k a year and a car and all that stuff you've got.
teggerls...<i knew ur name looooong time ago..but i forgot
h:>no need to think like that bro..
life sucks...and we ALL have to deal with it...
imo...hell DO exist...and its here right now..
but u know what??
fuck it...the only way out of this life is death...and its not gonna b U <or me..or anybody here> committing suicide
ive been to numerous encounters with druggies and those living in pain...and i tell ya....as long as ure here posting....u have it alot better than them....
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Yes... but then I realized that a heck of a lot of people were justing waiting to say "I told you so." if I did. I had a very troubled childhood and most people didn't expect me to make it through my 18th b'day.