b18a12: hi
Nightshade400: hey
Nightshade400: who dis
b18a12: haner
b18a12: i was the one that supposedly pissed you guys off
Nightshade400: which leaves a lot of them out there
b18a12: *shrug*
Nightshade400: if you arent gonna tell me who then have a nice day
b18a12: teh confessions thread....
b18a12: i was accused of being a jerk
Nightshade400: ohhhh
Nightshade400: yeah you were
b18a12: no i wasn't
b18a12: she was too dramatic
Nightshade400: You judged everyone on things they said happened in the past or have problems with
b18a12: and didnt let me finish
b18a12: well...
Nightshade400: She posted the convo word for word
Nightshade400: so whats more was there to se
b18a12: they post online.. so...
b18a12: whenever you post something , there's a chance ppl will judge you or give their opinion
Nightshade400: yep
b18a12: she just took it too personal
Nightshade400: but
b18a12: she didnt post the whole convo
b18a12: she blew i tout of proportions
Nightshade400: you not knowing us as people but rather as a lurker who doesnt post
b18a12: i'm tellin ya, she's wacko
Nightshade400: then you have no room to judge anyone
b18a12: *shrug*
Nightshade400: So why contact her in the first place if shes so whacked
b18a12: I actually told her she seem fine to me
b18a12: rolleyes
b18a12: it was too late
Nightshade400: We all do o the surface
Nightshade400: But we all have shit we have to deal with
Nightshade400: and thats what that thread was all about
Nightshade400: you judged us as an outsider who doesnt even have an SN on HA
Nightshade400: so you are the last one that should judge
b18a12: you dont pass judgement on ppl u dont know?
Nightshade400: Not until I know them a bit
Nightshade400: and thats the truth
b18a12: all i said was they are sick
b18a12: and she went off
Nightshade400: no one is sick
Nightshade400: we all have issues
b18a12: well
Nightshade400: but not sick
b18a12: what would you call sick
Nightshade400: sick is many things
b18a12: i believe some of them have a mental illness
Nightshade400: but its not anything I have seen yet
Nightshade400: I do too...whats the point
b18a12: that's my point
b18a12: some of them are sick
Nightshade400: I have clinical depression
b18a12: sick is a general word
b18a12: and she took it personal
Nightshade400: Doesnt give you the right to judge anyone on that though

b18a12: like i said, all i sasid was the word sick and she went off
Nightshade400: If anyone knew who you were than it might be different
Nightshade400: buuuuttttt
Nightshade400: no one knows you and you said something that passed judgement on us
Nightshade400: based on something you read
Nightshade400: but never once having talked to us it nullifies that comment
Nightshade400: and makes it useless
Nightshade400: and judgemental
b18a12: everyone has an opinion
Nightshade400: yes they do
Nightshade400: but time and place for everything
b18a12: i said most of them are over dramatic.. and some of them really do need help
b18a12: and some of them do bring it on themselves
Nightshade400: Most of us have had help
b18a12: well
Nightshade400: most of us are dealing with it
b18a12: i dont believe in medicine for depression
Nightshade400: lol
b18a12: medicine doesn't heal
Nightshade400: have you ever been depressed in the long term sense
b18a12: no
Nightshade400: have you lived with a chemical imbalance
b18a12: were u born depressed? I doubt it
Nightshade400: do you know me?
b18a12: no i dont.. but answer my question
Nightshade400: do you know what I have been through and done
b18a12: most ppl are not born depressed. it's a series of events that happen in their lives that cause them to be depressed
Nightshade400: I was born with a chemical imbalance ....yes

b18a12: ok then
b18a12: you are an exception
b18a12: but most ppl on han.. they are drama queens
Nightshade400: not so much as you would think anymore
Nightshade400: ehh its all relative
Nightshade400: I will agree there are a few
Nightshade400: well
Nightshade400: more than a few
b18a12: name them
Nightshade400: why
b18a12: just curiuos
Nightshade400: what would be the point
b18a12: we might share the same views
b18a12: *shrug*
Nightshade400: I still accept them as they are and not pass judgement on them
Nightshade400: they are still my friends
b18a12: thats nice
Nightshade400: and I have met many of them and hung out
b18a12: ok
b18a12: how are u dealing with your depression?
Nightshade400: I take it day by day
Nightshade400: sometimes its bad
Nightshade400: real bad
Nightshade400: sometimes its good
b18a12: are u taking anything
Nightshade400: I have been on meds too
Nightshade400: and they worked
b18a12: so you were born with it
Nightshade400: kinda
Nightshade400: I was born prone to it
b18a12: do u remember being depressed at a real young age
Nightshade400: and the drugs I took by choice aided it
Nightshade400: I am not gonna sit here for your psych paper
b18a12: fine
Nightshade400: I have seen enough shrinks to fill several of those little rooms
b18a12: do u drink often?
Nightshade400: I do my share
b18a12: alot of the times it's a person's habits and lifestyle that causes their depression
Nightshade400: hahahaha
Nightshade400: you have no clue
b18a12: about what
Nightshade400: about anything
b18a12: move out of oregon
Nightshade400: If you read the board and posted regular you would know about people
b18a12: thats part of it
Nightshade400: **** oregon
b18a12: lol
Nightshade400: I can be happy here I just hate it
b18a12: what's making u unhappy there?
Nightshade400: I just dont like it is all
Nightshade400: My reasons
b18a12: i'm not saying u can change the chem imbalance, but take care of other things in ur life that isn't helping
Nightshade400: Not so easy
b18a12: i think alot of ppl want to get better but they aren't doing anything about it
Nightshade400: not everything in life is picture book story
b18a12: they just keep complaiining
Nightshade400: lol
b18a12: they are waiting for someone or something to ahppen
b18a12: instead of making it happen
Nightshade400: you grew up with both parents right
b18a12: yeah
Nightshade400: you grew up middle class
b18a12: not always
Nightshade400: working class but mid class
b18a12: there were times we had to struggle
Nightshade400: mostly on the good though
Nightshade400: Decent neighborhoods
Nightshade400: nice schools
b18a12: not always
Nightshade400: not a lot of moving
b18a12: we never lived in the ghetto if that's what you're implying
Nightshade400: moved yes but not regularly
b18a12: yeah
Nightshade400: so a stable life
b18a12: pretty much
Nightshade400: both parents are still around
b18a12: yeah
Nightshade400: grandparents get along
b18a12: sometimes
Nightshade400: with your parents I meant
b18a12: they get along ok
Nightshade400: Uncles aunts cousins all get along ok...little things but still good
b18a12: eh kinda
Nightshade400: ok
Nightshade400: you have a storybook life
b18a12: some family feuds here and there
Nightshade400: eh it happens
Nightshade400: you are the exception in life right noew
Nightshade400: do you see where I am going here
b18a12: i sorta do
Nightshade400: can you deduce the reasoning here
Nightshade400: Very few people have it so good as you
b18a12: are u saying it's all because of your family
Nightshade400: Her lemme tell you how it was
Nightshade400: I moved about every year and a half
Nightshade400: till I was 19 or so
b18a12: go on....
Nightshade400: I saw 3 people killed by the time I was 16
b18a12: were they family members?
Nightshade400: i had been sshot by the time I was 17
Nightshade400: I lost my grandmothers by 13
Nightshade400: both
Nightshade400: My grandparents I never saw much because of family arguments
Nightshade400: I saw my best friends shot when I was 17
b18a12: sometimes that is a blessing believe me
Nightshade400: I sold drugs for several years to pay the bills for my mom

Nightshade400: I jacked cars for the same reason
b18a12: this was when u were still a juvenile?
Nightshade400: I took drugs to escape the guilt of doing what I had to just to survive
Nightshade400: Father left when I was 8 never to be seen again unless I called him and only then
Nightshade400: so
Nightshade400: by not knowing this shit how can you rightly judge
Nightshade400: get my point
Nightshade400: you havent been there
Nightshade400: ever
Nightshade400: you have seen nothing of life
b18a12: like i said, you are the exception
Nightshade400: no real hard times
Nightshade400: you have it backwards
Nightshade400: you are the exception
Nightshade400: I am by no means the rule
Nightshade400: but yours is the exceptional

 

cliff notes please. my eyes hurt

 

None to be had.

Those that know the reference will read it.

 

that guy's an idiot. plain and simple

 

:doh: What a tool...I think he's the one with the issues and chemical inbalance.

 

makin friends John?

 

im wacko! does he have a point there?

i have nothing intelligent or mature to say about that creature...

 

I'm with dubby dub :thumbup:

 

wtf, do you have me blocked?

 

Nope...AIM not on.