i think i am too. everytime i say "this is the week i quit for good" i'm at the convenience store asking for a pack of smokes...it's gonna be tough.

 

yeah...right now i dont even care tho...cause they are one of the few things getting me through the shittiest time in my life

 

yeah, I was off it for like a week and got really anxious, then grumpy, that's the negative side to it. h: but it works when I'm on it.

 

d00d seriously,...you need to get some help,..i know you say you dont have the balls but thinking about it is not cool at all,..i dont want to go on HAN and see a post from a friend of yours saying you took your own life,...i dont know you and all but ive seen you post and you seem cool to me and it would kinda fawk up my day reading that shit,...you dont know me either but if you need to talk to someone holla at me on AIM at itzjustacx

 

thanx for looking out man....its all sparked from recent events...and i know i need to do something about it

but i dont trust myself to be prescribed ne medicine...cause i know ill end up abusing it...and thats wat im tryin to get away from

ive had a rough year...and it climaxed big time 2 weeks ago...so im just hella stressed

thanx for the lub h:.....that kinda thing make happy and makes me realize i dont want to kill myself...it shows me that its just the quick answer i come up with in my head...

 

yea its a quick answer to your problems but its definitely the wrong answer,...im glad that you stay away from the meds man,..that shit can really mess you up if you abuse it,..but like i said,..you gots my AIM screen name,..holla!

 

thanx again...ya i already did the whole addiction thing with several kinds of pain killers...not fun...dont feel like doing it with anti depressants
...id like to do it myself...itll make me feel better that way

 

If I am down there I wont let ya smoke

Its so bad for you. I know at least one of my parents are gonna die from it. I grew up with both parents smoking at least a pack a day IN the house, **** that in the garage shit. That wasnt until I was 15 and I told them to stop or at least try or else i'll be starting it. I prolly got black lungs from living with it. Dont put E.P. through that crap.

Plus I detest kissing smokers h:



I dont care about the math that much. I got basic math down really well, some arithmatic and shit, so I am set. I dont plan on a math oriented career. I got what I need for my life.



Oh. and much props on the proper usage of the word eh.. :thumbup:

 

i am in iwakuni main land japan it's better than that place but i came here on bad terms

 

:chuckles:

I read. You were voluntold



I wanna go the Jungle Training there h: