confession time.
Originally posted by AccordCutie
I like making Chris look really ghey, basically it's payback for hitting on every girl that comes on here even when he has a gf:madfawk:
^Because of that, he makes me feel ugly and useless and doesn't want me at all.
It took a long time to trust him because of the above plus what happened to me and my first bf.
I like making Chris look really ghey, basically it's payback for hitting on every girl that comes on here even when he has a gf:madfawk:
^Because of that, he makes me feel ugly and useless and doesn't want me at all.
It took a long time to trust him because of the above plus what happened to me and my first bf.
There have been so many chances, yet I'm a good boy. At least on HAN you can see me have some fun, since in reality I don't have fun.
:naughty:
1* i have a birth defect...but i refuse to tell you what it is!
2* i was diagnosed as being clinically depressed a few months ago
3* id love to have a 3some w/ another girl...i love watching lesbian action...major turn on for me (if theyre good looking of course)
2* i was diagnosed as being clinically depressed a few months ago
3* id love to have a 3some w/ another girl...i love watching lesbian action...major turn on for me (if theyre good looking of course)
I am very self conscious.
I'm probably too nice for my own good.
The few times I have had the balls to put myself out there for a girl, I have been burned each time. It makes it very difficult for me to do it again. I just feel like the same thing is going to happen over and over.
Every once in a while I go through a down phase of lonliness. Not from friends, because I'm blessed to have great friends in real life and on HAN, but lonliness from a female companion. Not having anyone really gets to me sometimes.
That is all for now...
I'm probably too nice for my own good.
The few times I have had the balls to put myself out there for a girl, I have been burned each time. It makes it very difficult for me to do it again. I just feel like the same thing is going to happen over and over.
Every once in a while I go through a down phase of lonliness. Not from friends, because I'm blessed to have great friends in real life and on HAN, but lonliness from a female companion. Not having anyone really gets to me sometimes.
That is all for now...
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Originally posted by dubster99
I am very self conscious.
I'm probably too nice for my own good.
The few times I have had the balls to put myself out there for a girl, I have been burned each time. It makes it very difficult for me to do it again. I just feel like the same thing is going to happen over and over.
Every once in a while I go through a down phase of lonliness. Not from friends, because I'm blessed to have great friends in real life and on HAN, but lonliness from a female companion. Not having anyone really gets to me sometimes.
That is all for now...
I am very self conscious.
I'm probably too nice for my own good.
The few times I have had the balls to put myself out there for a girl, I have been burned each time. It makes it very difficult for me to do it again. I just feel like the same thing is going to happen over and over.
Every once in a while I go through a down phase of lonliness. Not from friends, because I'm blessed to have great friends in real life and on HAN, but lonliness from a female companion. Not having anyone really gets to me sometimes.
That is all for now...
and to add more: I am really confused on what I want from a relationship, therefore don't want to get close to anyone. :happysad: not sure if I am truly over my ex, which bugs me because I know we probably could never get back what we had, which was something quite great.
I feel you meng.
I'm not confused about what I want from a relationship, but what I want I can't have. People say you can't miss what you've never had, but I beg to differ.
I'm not confused about what I want from a relationship, but what I want I can't have. People say you can't miss what you've never had, but I beg to differ.
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Team B.O.B.® - Ballaz on a Budget
2015 Ford Mustang GT Fastback - Ingot Silver - 6M - Performance Package - Gibson Catback, JLT CAI, FR 47lb injectors, BAMA E85 tune, Eibach Sportline, BMR wheel hop kit, UPR oil separator, Steeda shifter bushing/bracket
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Originally posted by dubster99
I feel you meng.
I'm not confused about what I want from a relationship, but what I want I can't have. People say you can't miss what you've never had, but I beg to differ.
I feel you meng.
I'm not confused about what I want from a relationship, but what I want I can't have. People say you can't miss what you've never had, but I beg to differ.



h: :happysad: