I am very self conscious.

I'm probably too nice for my own good.

The few times I have had the balls to put myself out there for a girl, I have been burned each time. It makes it very difficult for me to do it again. I just feel like the same thing is going to happen over and over.

Every once in a while I go through a down phase of lonliness. Not from friends, because I'm blessed to have great friends in real life and on HAN, but lonliness from a female companion. Not having anyone really gets to me sometimes.


That is all for now...