this is just a rant some stuff that i need off of my chest....

I have been in CA for almost two years now and i have only been on one single date, i get into little moods where the only thing i want to do is curl up into a little ball and just sit there.

I have been engaged once to a girl that i loved dearly and i was stupid and i ****in lost her. now she is engaged to a guy that got caught masterbating in high school in the middle of class (isnt that just a slap in the face).

At night i sit at home in bed and think about what my life has become since i moved out here, i do what i enjoy but there is something missing, another thing that just isnt happening for me, I am single, most people say being single is great but i am the type of person that i love sharing my time with another person, a girl, a girlfriend. Somebody to sit down and watch a movie with, somebody to spend my money on, somebody to care about. I feel so alone in my life right now, i only spend time on my car, on nights when my friends are out on a date or anything like that i am sitting at home alone depressed.

My buddy just got back from being overseas, he has been back for maybe a month, and he is going on his second date already on friday, it just makes me feel that no girl will ever like me again, i dont know. thats my rant, thanks for listening.

 

spend your money on me and I'll come date you, sugar

:kiss:

 

I have a friend who is a lot like you. I think everyone feels that way at times. But IMO, if you feel that way all the time (needing someone else), that could be part of the problem. Are you actively trying to meet girls and getting turned down? Or are you the shyer type? Or are you still depressed because of the broken engagement?

 

im depressed about the broken engagement and i am actively trying to meet girls but i just get shot down, and then i just get more afraid to talk to girls with the fear of rejection

 

I am the girl version of you.....but I realized that trying to find someone to fill that spot that doesnt really care or love me is much wose. Be careful who you choose and know that it will be the right person at the right time, you cant force it or try to fake it with bed buddies and things like that. I hope you find someone great.

 

I can relate to you. I'm ok with being single, but am also the type who likes to do things with someone. Everyone tells me I am the relationship type :dunno:

My problem is I still get shy with women, but only at first, like the whole pre dating time. I couldn't go up to some girl I didn't know and ask her for her number h:

 

I can imagine that that blows... Unfortunately, IMHO, your chances with new girls will improve greatly only once you've gotten over the depression of the breakup. The depression manifests itself somehow when you're talking to other girls I bet. And somehow it'll keep you from seeming fun, or it'll make you say things or do things that will seem quirky, or it'll make you more willing to withdraw from interaction with others and other things of that nature. Find peace first and hopefully things will get better from there.

Oh yeah, and feel better man!

 

you're doing something wrong. what do you say to them? are you ugly?

 

im like that a lot
you get stuck in ruts, and sometimes its hard to get out of it
my friends get angry at me haha
but take your time, im sure your young like most of us
things come in spurts, just give it time, but you gotta make a effort


<------whos probably going out with a cool chicka from work tonight :naughty:

 

cheer up mang...
life is full of surprises..
stay positive...you never know whats coming to ya...
for now...find a few buddies that will just chill with you on the weekends..
a few beers wont hurt