A couple of pics from Barcelona

Dude i dont know how to explain it... i'm just depressed. I dont know how i can explain it i dont know what i can do about it. It's just how i feel. alot of the time i wake up hoping that today is pretty much my last day. I'm not suicidal but i wish i could quit life some how.
I know how sad it is.. I consider myself to be very lucky, i have a wonderfull family, i have had the chance to visit the world and travel (which is my favorite thing to do), I have friends and all the support i could ever need. I'm just and idiot i guess... cause even knowing and feeling lucky about all these things I unhappy.
it's okay man, therapy and medication?
If I showed my fiancee these pictures, she'll nag me about going on a nice retreat. We always wanted to go to europe, but with my business now, it's tough. I'm planning on going next winter though hopefully.
If I showed my fiancee these pictures, she'll nag me about going on a nice retreat. We always wanted to go to europe, but with my business now, it's tough. I'm planning on going next winter though hopefully.
all 3 girls i posted have white shorts 
Dude i dont know how to explain it... i'm just depressed. I dont know how i can explain it i dont know what i can do about it. It's just how i feel. alot of the time i wake up hoping that today is pretty much my last day. I'm not suicidal but i wish i could quit life some how.
I know how sad it is.. I consider myself to be very lucky, i have a wonderfull family, i have had the chance to visit the world and travel (which is my favorite thing to do), I have friends and all the support i could ever need. I'm just and idiot i guess... cause even knowing and feeling lucky about all these things I unhappy.

Dude i dont know how to explain it... i'm just depressed. I dont know how i can explain it i dont know what i can do about it. It's just how i feel. alot of the time i wake up hoping that today is pretty much my last day. I'm not suicidal but i wish i could quit life some how.
I know how sad it is.. I consider myself to be very lucky, i have a wonderfull family, i have had the chance to visit the world and travel (which is my favorite thing to do), I have friends and all the support i could ever need. I'm just and idiot i guess... cause even knowing and feeling lucky about all these things I unhappy.
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manaken piss

La Grand' Place (main suqare these building were built in like the 1800's



The apartment we were staying


Walking down the street with my uncle and cousin

Play fighting with my cousin

I know i am fat (man boob :wtc: ) notice the douche trying to steal our dirnks

the result

La Grand' Place (main suqare these building were built in like the 1800's



The apartment we were staying


Walking down the street with my uncle and cousin

Play fighting with my cousin

I know i am fat (man boob :wtc: ) notice the douche trying to steal our dirnks


the result

yes that is what i need to do... but i seam to not be able to get the "joie de vivre" back.
BTW these are shot with Point and Shoot camera i have nicer pitures with the D90 we took along. I dont have them yet cause we left the camera there for the other peeps that stayed back a bit.
BTW these are shot with Point and Shoot camera i have nicer pitures with the D90 we took along. I dont have them yet cause we left the camera there for the other peeps that stayed back a bit.


