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Kind of hard to describe exactly how something becomes a habit or an addiction because it is different for everyone. I think I got caught on the feeling when I was on it. I had endless energy and could drink like a fish while barely catching a buzz.
Over the course of a summer I used it more and more not realizing I was changing. By winter I was headfirst into an addiction. I mostly snorted it though I did smoke it or "pill it" occasionally...I never slammed it nor did I hang out with people who did because that, even in my fucked up world, was crossing a line that had no return point.
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A friend that I smoked bowls with used to use it recreationally and offered me some at a party. I figured she could take it or leave it at will that it wouldn't be a problem. so I did it a sucked up a rail and enjoyed it that night but didn't touch it again for probably a month, then it was offered again so I did it and within a week was offered again from there it became something I wanted.
Kind of hard to describe exactly how something becomes a habit or an addiction because it is different for everyone. I think I got caught on the feeling when I was on it. I had endless energy and could drink like a fish while barely catching a buzz.
Over the course of a summer I used it more and more not realizing I was changing. By winter I was headfirst into an addiction. I mostly snorted it though I did smoke it or "pill it" occasionally...I never slammed it nor did I hang out with people who did because that, even in my fucked up world, was crossing a line that had no return point.
Kind of hard to describe exactly how something becomes a habit or an addiction because it is different for everyone. I think I got caught on the feeling when I was on it. I had endless energy and could drink like a fish while barely catching a buzz.
Over the course of a summer I used it more and more not realizing I was changing. By winter I was headfirst into an addiction. I mostly snorted it though I did smoke it or "pill it" occasionally...I never slammed it nor did I hang out with people who did because that, even in my fucked up world, was crossing a line that had no return point.
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I met a kid while I was doing speed that was all excited because his mom was going to give him his first rig (needle, tie off, spoon and filter set)for his next birthday...he was turning 13 on that bday....I told him to get the fuck out of my house and not to come back.
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i guess my broad question shows my ignorance to it.
what i always wonder is how true it is that doing it just once gets you hooked. i mean, it seems crazy to me that there is that distinct of a flipped switch in your brain. unless it's just scaremongering, which seems more likely. i mean, i could see it being a slippery slope.. "well, i already did it once.. what's one more time...", but otherwise... :dunno:
what i always wonder is how true it is that doing it just once gets you hooked. i mean, it seems crazy to me that there is that distinct of a flipped switch in your brain. unless it's just scaremongering, which seems more likely. i mean, i could see it being a slippery slope.. "well, i already did it once.. what's one more time...", but otherwise... :dunno:
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Yeah it is shooting up or injecting it.
I met a kid while I was doing speed that was all excited because his mom was going to give him his first rig (needle, tie off, spoon and filter set)for his next birthday...he was turning 13 on that bday....I told him to get the fuck out of my house and not to come back.
I met a kid while I was doing speed that was all excited because his mom was going to give him his first rig (needle, tie off, spoon and filter set)for his next birthday...he was turning 13 on that bday....I told him to get the fuck out of my house and not to come back.
un-Touch'd krew
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From: My own level of hell
i guess my broad question shows my ignorance to it.
what i always wonder is how true it is that doing it just once gets you hooked. i mean, it seems crazy to me that there is that distinct of a flipped switch in your brain. unless it's just scaremongering, which seems more likely. i mean, i could see it being a slippery slope.. "well, i already did it once.. what's one more time...", but otherwise... :dunno:
what i always wonder is how true it is that doing it just once gets you hooked. i mean, it seems crazy to me that there is that distinct of a flipped switch in your brain. unless it's just scaremongering, which seems more likely. i mean, i could see it being a slippery slope.. "well, i already did it once.. what's one more time...", but otherwise... :dunno:
It is extremely addictive...and I do mean extremely. It's not that it takes just once to get hooked but once is too many times.
Oh I could tell stories of the people I have met during this time of my life, it would make you seriously question society in general.
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