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Old Nov 10, 2008 | 12:23 PM
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Originally Posted by k3ifers
why did you decide to do meth?

it just seems like one of those things that i'd never even consider doing.
A friend that I smoked bowls with used to use it recreationally and offered me some at a party. I figured she could take it or leave it at will that it wouldn't be a problem. so I did it a sucked up a rail and enjoyed it that night but didn't touch it again for probably a month, then it was offered again so I did it and within a week was offered again from there it became something I wanted.

Kind of hard to describe exactly how something becomes a habit or an addiction because it is different for everyone. I think I got caught on the feeling when I was on it. I had endless energy and could drink like a fish while barely catching a buzz.

Over the course of a summer I used it more and more not realizing I was changing. By winter I was headfirst into an addiction. I mostly snorted it though I did smoke it or "pill it" occasionally...I never slammed it nor did I hang out with people who did because that, even in my fucked up world, was crossing a line that had no return point.
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