you can have this smiley, i call him :auxypad:

 

DAYAM! :lmao:

 

spit or swallow?

 

i am 26 years old.
i have no friends high shcool friends here in montreal cause they all moved out or i have lost touch with them. I work with 2 way older people in different stages in life then i am. I have a decent paying job that i am affraid of losing. I do have a condo that i bought, still paying morgage on it. I have a car, a girl firend that loves me(until proven wrong).
My family lives arround here but most of my cousins are moving in different countries as well. AM I A LOSER? cause i seriously feel like one... i dont know i feel like i am not going forward in life.

 

your stable. sounds like you wanna get married.

did you go to the gym lately?

 

yessss :rick:

 

but i cant get married... not yet anywais.

Yes yes i have... actually not as often as i wanted too just too fucking busy with the wedding and YES it keeps going on every night i have some sort of dinner with family. damit i fell like i am alone hoestly think i am really more and more depressed...

 

Happiness is overrated.

 

take a break man. shits starting to hit you on the head and now its time to relax a little.

its good about the gym shit, you will notice a difference soon.

 

i dont know dude i really wish i was happy, i dont want to go thru life not being happy! I think what i needs the most are firend like real friends that i can go and have fun with. but then again when i actually do get a chance to do anything with anyone i dont! i stay at home... WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!! some old friend invite me to go to his weeding(white wedding so easy going and fun) but i said i was busy. i have nothing to do, i just didnt want to go alone... WTF?!?!