i dont know dude i really wish i was happy, i dont want to go thru life not being happy! I think what i needs the most are firend like real friends that i can go and have fun with. but then again when i actually do get a chance to do anything with anyone i dont! i stay at home... WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!! some old friend invite me to go to his weeding(white wedding so easy going and fun) but i said i was busy. i have nothing to do, i just didnt want to go alone... WTF?!?!