I've had these problems since i dont know how long really....It's just gotten worse these pasts 3 years....till the point where i find solice just being alone in my apartment but then i hate just lying around in my apt.

But I never payed it much attention because I was younger and wasnt into the parties and crowds and everything...I guess the anxiety disorder was the problem....But now as i am getting older i wanna go out and meet new people but i cant because i just dont like going out in public....

I realized its now time to get off my ass and get some help

And Janna im thinkin about lookin more into this St. Johns Wort

 

what exactly happens to you when u try to go do something like that?

 

Talking is always good too.

 

I get mad....i start to feel real awkward....i start isolatingmyself from everyone and id start callin people on my cell phone

 

Part of me wonders how many of these diagnoses create more problems themselves. I know the feelings you go through but have always felt that most people go through the same anxiety and that's just the way life is. Not everyone is a brilliant extrovert. My personal opinion is that if you can live your life without pills, do so. But I'm no doctor, so it's up to you to make that choice. Good luck though Jae.

 

I thought i had mono once, turned out i was just really bored.

 

I dunno about the cellphone part but I do the same thing. If I'm out somewhere and the girl is taking too long, I get easily frustrated and start to get pretty sweaty. Before you know it, "I'll be outside." or "I'll be in the car."

 

i think that's called LOP disease..
more commonly "Lack of Patience".

 

Im gonna pick up some St. John's Wort on monday and start taking it and we'll see how it goes

 

get the ADD pills then sell them to kids at school for 6 bucks a pill at finals time h: