I dunno, I'm just sitting here chilling around the house, because my eyes are still sensitive from being dilated so I can't go out yet. Anyway I just thought about one of my friends that killed himself. This was about 6 years ago. He was one of the neighborhood kids. We used to play bball a lot, shoot BB guns, ride bikes, etc. He was older than me...I think 3 or 4 years. He was a good guy, even though he sort of acted like a tough guy a lot. One day I was coming home from the store, and since I didn't have a car at the time, I walked everywhere. Out of nowhere he pulls up and gives me a lift home.

Next day I found out he shot himself in the head the night before.

I dunno I'm just being weird.

 

So he shot himself the day he gave you a lift? :thinking:

 

He just couldn't have you, he realized that after he gave you a ride home... and if he can't have you, he can't have anyone.


















It's all your fault.



















I dunno I'm just being weird, too.

 

I know how you feel, man. Sometimes I think about a good friend of my family who's no longer with us. sucks

 

Lately for some odd reason I keep on imagining my funeral service.

He's looking over you, Dom

 

i've heard stories like this before, and ppl sometimes react with "i could have said thank-you....."

or
"i could have helped him out"

or suttin like that, it really sucks...