I dunno, I'm just sitting here chilling around the house, because my eyes are still sensitive from being dilated so I can't go out yet. Anyway I just thought about one of my friends that killed himself. This was about 6 years ago. He was one of the neighborhood kids. We used to play bball a lot, shoot BB guns, ride bikes, etc. He was older than me...I think 3 or 4 years. He was a good guy, even though he sort of acted like a tough guy a lot. One day I was coming home from the store, and since I didn't have a car at the time, I walked everywhere. Out of nowhere he pulls up and gives me a lift home.

Next day I found out he shot himself in the head the night before.

I dunno I'm just being weird.