So my ex gf calls earlier wanting me to come over in an hr and hang out, having just gotten back from study group. So I said ok, sure I'll be there. An hr later, I go over and her mom says "Shes not here, she left with Brandon". I was like well, she told me to be over here at 8:15 but ok, just let her know i stopped by. I then go and get a phone call from her "Hey, im sorry i wasnt there, Im just hanging out with my friend Sarah; her and her bf just broke up and im just trying to be here for her." I just thought to myself throught the entire phone call like, "Yea, w/e:blah: I totally believe youre hanging out with your friend Sarah when your mom tells me you left with a GUY, not a girl"


To basically enlighten all of you who dont know as to why i may be upset, she and i are trying to get back together... shes just waiting for things to fizzle between her and her current bf. I have to admit, the fact that shes out running around with another guy right now makes me pretty upset and jealous, but adding to the fact that she specifically told me to be over at her house at a certain time and ended up not being there when i showed up doesnt help.

So im sitting here right now, all these thoughts running through my head: if im SUPPOSEDLY so important and if she REALLY loves me like shes told me so many times, then why did i get ditched to hang out with another guy; Do I really have a right to be angry at her or not; Or am i just making a big deal out of nothing?

Hell, I dont even know what to think anymore :cry:

 

She is your ex for a reason...so why are you angry about all this again

 

Because we're gonna try and get back together sometime...or so she says.. Im just really upset of how shes lying to me.

A little past history:
We ended up breaking up first time b/c i discovered she was cheating on me and sleeping around with another guy behind my back; woulda been easy for me to get over had she not taken my virginity. Ive never stopped loving her and I doubt I ever will, but going through the emotional ringer like this is making things difficult for me. This isnt the first time something like this has happened.

 

Refer to my previous statement.

Don't do it..... like I said she is your ex for a reason.

 

I would say you have a reason to be upset/dissappointed/frustrated/// yes.

I would talk to her about it.

 

Ditch the bitch. Erase her phone number from your cell, take her screen name off your buddy list. Move on.

 

dude, if you're actually stupid enough to get back together with her after she ****ed around with guys behind your back, by all means, go for it

 

Nuf said...

 

Nice edit.

You are an idiot if you get back with her and I mean this in the most honestly blunt way I can possibly mean it.

 

Sorry about that uninformed edit Nightshade; I just wanted to get my thought process across in a way youd understand; its hard for me to have a train of thought when im upset.


Well, the only reason why im giving her a second chance is shes aplogized to me for what she has done in the past to hurt me, and says that shes going to be faithful to me when we get back together, but its really hard to believer her when shes going and doing stuff like this. Id dump her and move on like what Booty suggested, but the unfortanate thing is that its really too hard for me to do that, at least right now; I really do love her a lot and i want this to work between us, so thats why im giving her a second chance. I dont want to look back in life and wonder "What if i hadnt given her a second chance.