So my ex gf calls earlier wanting me to come over in an hr and hang out, having just gotten back from study group. So I said ok, sure I'll be there. An hr later, I go over and her mom says "Shes not here, she left with Brandon". I was like well, she told me to be over here at 8:15 but ok, just let her know i stopped by. I then go and get a phone call from her "Hey, im sorry i wasnt there, Im just hanging out with my friend Sarah; her and her bf just broke up and im just trying to be here for her." I just thought to myself throught the entire phone call like, "Yea, w/e:blah: I totally believe youre hanging out with your friend Sarah when your mom tells me you left with a GUY, not a girl"


To basically enlighten all of you who dont know as to why i may be upset, she and i are trying to get back together... shes just waiting for things to fizzle between her and her current bf. I have to admit, the fact that shes out running around with another guy right now makes me pretty upset and jealous, but adding to the fact that she specifically told me to be over at her house at a certain time and ended up not being there when i showed up doesnt help.

So im sitting here right now, all these thoughts running through my head: if im SUPPOSEDLY so important and if she REALLY loves me like shes told me so many times, then why did i get ditched to hang out with another guy; Do I really have a right to be angry at her or not; Or am i just making a big deal out of nothing?

Hell, I dont even know what to think anymore :cry: