alright so i went... i put more miles on today than i have since i bought the bike... maybe like 80ish

top speed didnt change at all... i might have touched 50 a few times :hs:

windiest day ive ever riden, i wasnt too crazy about that...

overall, it was kinda nice to get out, my enjoyment level was about 90%.... still not sure if i am crazy about riding or not h:

 

You just got to keep at it. Just keep on gradually pushing your comfort limits. Keep on taking little steps. Once you get more practice, more of the physical operation of the motorcycle will become "natural".