Wow, i dont remember posting this..but yea ..reason why im soo upset with myself is because I broke it off..and it took me a few months to realize she really was the girl i wanted. I just dont know how to act around her, she knows i love her and she told me she will always love me, but she just doesnt want to get hurt again (which is completly understandable) But just talking to her and seeing her hurts me soo much because i just want to hug her or kiss her ya know??...Grrr and then i have this one stupid ass girl who wont leave me the **** alone..and shes pissing me off too. damn sluts

Oh yea, I think people get more depressed here because we live in 100 PLUS weather in the summer.