What do you ride again?
EDIT:I THINK I FOUND IT
1985 honda vf500c magna v30
One of these right? If so...
That is an older bike. While older bikes aren't bad, maybe it's just not for you. Maybe you're not a "cruiser" guy. Ever think of selling it and trying another "type" of bike... like a standard or a 250cc sport-bike?
Maybe you're not having fun because your current motorcycle does not fit you well.