Originally Posted by
Nightshade
I think we are both in the same place :happysad: I tend to do the same thing with buying my way out of depression.
Yea thats how I am. Then I come here and post it up like anyone really gives a shit.
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The gf doesn't help either. We've been together for over 5 years and we do nothing but fight. She told me for the 25707502730236th time tonight that she didn't want to be with me and I honestly feel the same. I've learned however to just ignore her and dont show that I strongly agree because it angers her more and she ends up breaking something. No I'm not scared. I've just reached the point of I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.
Sometimes I think about all the fucked up shit shes done to me early on and during our relationship then wonder why I didnt run away from her then. I saw the warning signs and totally ignored them. But that didnt stop me from returning the favor....several times.
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