Need Advice/Reassurance
Kinda in a 1/4 life crisis right now......
I have been finding my life boring as fuck right now and my daily routines are so monotenous that I need something to shake things up....
- School is not challenging for me at all, I have yet to actually take time to study for my classes, but I still maintain a B average
- I find myself going to the Casino at least once a week because it is the only definite and fun option I have available to me, without pickin a more destructive option (ie..smoking, drinking)
- Find myself spending way too much money to curb my boredom
I feel like I'm the only person I know that wants to better themselves, but im always surrounded by people who I feel are lesser beings than me, but I continue to associate with these people
I want to get started on my adult life but I feel im behind because I messed up in school and im now 2 years behind where I should be, and I can't picture myself after finishing school..
Is this normal? i hope im not the only one who has felt this way