Scariest feeling...

I was buying my car, and I was sitting waiting for my loan to be approved. My phone had rang earlier, so I checked my message and heard this from a good friend. "Aurora did you hear about Dave...I think you need to call me right away." I called him back...and already knew what happened. My friend Dave had commited suicide...all my friend Lee could say was "he is gone...he is gone." I started shaking and crying....I think it scared me the most that at any minute, any day I could lose in a instant someone I loved and cared about....