okay so without getting into a drawn out conversation about whether or not people should spay or neuter their pets, im having a battle with myself here, not that it will change anything.

Holly wants to get our dog Ellie spayed. Personally, im not big on the idea, i think its unneccesary and risky but alas, Holly won that fight.

here is where the problem lies. I have to drop her off at the vet on tuesday morning where she will be left until wednesday night furthermore, i have to sign the waiver that says if they kill my dog, im not going to shoot anybody

so you probably think im crazy. well, 2 of my dogs have died under the immediate care of a vet. i dont trust them to knock my dog out, cut her open, remove some parts, and wake her back up.

this is eating my brain, all i can see is the image of my dog in my head and i fear for the worst. if something happens, i will not cope very well AT ALL.



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